Before I get into a few things. Id like to thank everyone that has added me to watch over the past week or so, I know not much happening from me lately. But  at lest you arnt getting bombarded with things from me right
If anyone else would like to be a part of this, please read THIS JOURNAL Go on I know you want to ..
So many of you have been submitted so much art.
I know this sounds a little mean But I'm getting over 100 dev's a day. There is no way I can go though each and every one of those and comment on them So Ive decided that I will not untick people who's arnt I'm not interested in ( sorry guys but come on, not everyone likes the same kind of art ) but when I'm looking in my dev thumbs, I will then make the distion (sp) if I want to look at it and comment on it.. With so many dev's coming in, I will need to be a little fussy though.
I do read all journals though, I may not comment on them. but yes I do read them. I also vote on all polls.

As most of you will have noticed I havent been submitted much of anything lately.
I have been working on a little project for the last few weeks though. So for those of you who are interested, I will have something new up soon. I may submited a few photos inbetween though. As the project Im working on will take a while.

Tara has been sick very sick for the past few week. Which means insteed of just being there when she gets home after school doing this things that need to be done, until her mother gets home after work. Ive been going in first thing in the morning and looking after her all day. Big thanks to MrYJDrake my little txt buddie who keeped me sain over that time
I have three weeks off now though, as its the school holidays here.
But Ill be calling my main boss tomorrow to see if there is any other children that need looking after over the three weeks.
I went into the bank the other day, Opened myself up a ne account at a different bank. So now I will be changing my work pay over to this new account I made at anotehr bank. ( are you confused yet? cause I think I just confused myself hehe ) This new bank account has debit cards, so OMG that means I will be able to get people the subs I want to get them, I will be able to buy myself and other people prints when I want one. anddddddd devwear too if I want yayyy specking of devwear you all need to go check it out, its all pretty looking now, lots of changes. you can wishlist devwear, you can comment on it, fav it  add your own little pic thingy, and best of all for those people who have no way to buy thing unles its though DA dollars. You can now pay for devwear with DA dollars. How very  cool is that ..
Anyways talking about me here, not devwear
Because I already had some DA dollars from my own prints I have sold _{hugs and kisses to those of you who have brought my prints} also a few of the Black-White-Club Calenders that have been sold. Come on guys have a look at them all profits go back to the club..
So yeah because in 2 weeks I will get my debit card in the mail I decided to spend some of the DA Dollars I had. I had also sent robinism cash in the mail for her to buy my clubs, and other people subs, So I decided to ak her to get a sub for someone with my money ..
Congtares
kiwiman16 1 month sub
ThaSprout 3 month sub
MrYJDrake 1 year sub
Enjoy guys
_{MrYJDrake I ment it when I said you dont need to do what we talked about the other night with the Black-White-Club I got it for you cause I love you, your a great friend and as an early Bday prezzy}
Which reminds me it will be  MrYJDrake's Bday soon. Well not soon soon but soon enough.. Remember him go give him Lots of love on his Bday
Hmm what else is going on.. Nothing much really.
I may be getting a visit from an online "Quote the maybe" at some stage, But you know if one doesnt get hopes up, then one doesnt get hurt.
Im not going to go into a big emo journal or a rant journal. So I wont get into any other details.
Maybe nezt journal will be an ranting one. I could do with a damn good rant, so much shit going on with me at the moment ~sighs~
Anyways happy happy happy joy joy joy.

Now for a little show and tell.

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I watched In HorrorI watched her crumble to the floor in tears
His hateful words stinging even my ears to hear
Her heart laying broken on the porcelain floor
Mascara streaked eyes pleading for understanding
Voice stripped to a hoarse whisper from the tears
Knees bruised from bowing in a posture of pleading
I watch helpless to save that fragile heart from falling
As his hate filled words drip with more venom than a cobra
Each word, each disrespectful taunt, causing a new bruise
Finally she lays in the fetal position to chase everything away
The bruises showing dark blue with black all over snow white skin
The tremors shaking her body as violent tears skill from swelled eyes
Still all I can do is stand watching as she falls and he walks away
With a cocky grin upon a face too young for such a aged arrogence
Too violent a nature to ever harbour a hope of human kindness:thumb35971519:

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You all should go check out DeviantArtSecret if you like secrets that is .
Peep show of a couple of the secrets I have faved for what ever reason/reasons.

I just had to fav this one, because its about me
Who ever you are, I wish you would tell me who you are

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